from my cunt upwards
i am flayed open
yes i am curled
awkward and unbalanced
because of all of this
and you too
from my cunt upwards i am 
stretched and ripped
a burn, a slow fondled flame
my eye focuses slowly
the point of focus is nowhere near you
so when i'm sitting on the grass
my words line up in a diagonal
and beaten line
i would've rather not seen you at all
than have you unsettle me in such a short time
so when you're riding across
on a damp and pugent field
where on a dandelion's head my anger sits
perched
tail lashing preens 
scales clicking into place
my toes line up forming a diamond with my legs
focused
why say anything at all
you don't know me very well
and if you saw her breathing you would still
recognize me
but you wouldn't be so annoyed
you might even understand me 
you might even understand
nothing means void
and i seethe everytime you dismiss me
when you walk away you explode a thousand times again
when you walk away you explode 
a thousand
times 
again